octa world - from my side

octa world - from my side http://octaworld.multiply.com/ enter my world with words...... Fri, 23 Mar 2012 22:29:34 -0000 Wed, 11 Jun 2008 10:24:54 -0000 octa world - from my side http://multiply.com/mu/octaworld/logo http://octaworld.multiply.com/ 100 100 The First Time http://octaworld.multiply.com/reviews/item/9 she just wanna kill him.. her perfect husband, a succesful lawyer, the one that she loves in her life. She got everthing she's been dreaming of or everyone been dreaming of, a perfect home, beautiful young daughter, wonderful husband, there's only one thing missing from her perfect life, a love from her husband. along her life, he never love her, he always looking for love from another woman, and that hurt her so much.. how could u live with someone that u love that never love u at all for fourteen years (or fifteen? i forget hehe) she got depressed, she always pretend everything is okay, while everything wasnt okay, she pretends she dont know while she knows everything, she lives in anger, desperation and hope that her husband will love her and leave his other woman, till the time she found out that her life is about few years to go... Love... where can I found u, when u sleep next to me I just cant reach your heart... very touchy story... must http://octaworld.multiply.com/reviews/item/9 Wed, 11 Jun 2008 10:24:54 -0000 half... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/38/half... I'm kinda half person.. my heart is only a half, I fly with half wing, touch with half hand, breath in half beat, everything in a half.. maybe becoz the half other already broken or lost in his hands.. but I promise, never looking back.. so I will fly with only one wing, hoping that I will find another new half along the way.. and fly to heaven together.. http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/38/half... Fri, 6 Jun 2008 05:43:04 -0000 slow... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/37/slow... why everything just going slow?? my life goes slow, my body move slow, times goes slow... just fuckin slow..I feel like a robot, doing the same thing, walking the same road, have no feelings.. where the heart goes?? is it gone by the time he took it? and when he left he just brought it along with him?? dunno.. maybe he was thought, if he couldnt be happy, i wouldnt too... maybe it seems not fair, but it might be so fair.. maybe we just own each other in nothingness.in heartless, in no belongness... maybe i just as bad as he is, as black as his heart is, as dark as his life is, maybe i'm the part of him but just insist to separate from him and here i am now, a nothing.. http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/37/slow... Thu, 5 Jun 2008 08:26:05 -0000 good friend http://octaworld.multiply.com/video/item/3/good_friend This one's really emotional !!! Young men brought up this lion cub and then kept him to guard their house in England. The Government then refused to allow them to keep it at their house, as it already reached the age of maturity. They had been compelled to bring it back to Africa and to hand over in a reserve. A year later when they visited to see the LION, see what happened. They were told to be cautious, the LION cannot recall. And Now you have to watch to see what happened then To be frank, i would love to have such a lion cub E N J O Y !!! http://octaworld.multiply.com/video/item/3/good_friend Tue, 3 Jun 2008 08:59:48 -0000 Eleven Minutes http://octaworld.multiply.com/reviews/item/8 All I can say is wonderful! Coelho is brilliant writer!! Buku ini bercerita tentang cinta, kemustahilan cinta, misteri kehidupan, kesempatan, kehilangan, filosofis-filosofis tentang cinta dan kehidupan, dan nasib, dimana nasib bukan sekedar takdir yang hanya pasrah kita terima dan jalani semata tapi nasib adalah pilihan dalam hidup yang bisa kita tentukan sendiri arahnya. Uniknya buku ini, Coelho menceritakan dari sudut pandang seorang pelacur Brasil bernama Maria.. So.. never blame your life on destiny, becoz destiny is all in our hand, we decide our own life n destiny... cos life is all about choices...our http://octaworld.multiply.com/reviews/item/8 Mon, 2 Jun 2008 09:24:59 -0000 PS. I Love U http://octaworld.multiply.com/reviews/item/7 Film yang diangkat dari chicklit yang dikarang sama anak Perdana Menteri Irlandia dan hasilnya ternyata oke banget!! menurut gue ngga mengecewakan!!! Bagus!!! Romantis dan bikin gue hampir menitikkan air mata, belom lagi pemandangan indahnya ( maksud gue cowonya haha...), yang jadi Gerry ganteng buanget, kalo ga salah Gerard Butler! n badannya bagus!! huhuy.. Ceritanya tentang sepasang suami istri yagn belom dikaruniai anak, gue lupa dah berapa lama perkawinan mereka berjalan, tapi belakangan mereka sering ribut karena hal2 kecil. trus sang istri ( dimainkan dengan sangat bagus oleh Hillary Swank, i doubt her pada awalnya karena karakter mukanya yang keras, gue pikir ngga bakal cocok meranin tokoh Holly, sang istri) tanpa menduga harus kehilangan suaminya yang meninggal karena tumor otak, sedihnya ngga ketulungan, antara ngga siap nerima kenyataan karena sang Suami mati muda, sama shock karena selama ini suaminya ngga pernah punya keluhan menderita sakit tertentu. Selama 1 minggu, ... http://octaworld.multiply.com/reviews/item/7 Thu, 21 Feb 2008 13:20:57 -0000 akhirnya bisa, numpang di ince hehe http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/35/akhirnya_bisa_numpang_di_ince_hehe <img src="http://www.flarn.com/%7Ewarlock/tarot/catpeople/3.jpg" border="0"> <h2 align="center">You are The Empress</h2> Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot C... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/35/akhirnya_bisa_numpang_di_ince_hehe Fri, 25 Jan 2008 03:19:50 -0000 OUT http://octaworld.multiply.com/reviews/item/6 thriller yang cerdas dari penulis Jepang Natsuo Kirino. I dont think i want to describe it here, because everybody has to read it!! Must have book!! Bagus banget, ngga berbelit2 n menegangkan.. Tapi gue sarankan bacanya jangan sambil makan, takut eneg kalo nyampe di bag. mutilasinya, hehehe.. baca aja duehhh!! ngga bakalan nyesel!! http://octaworld.multiply.com/reviews/item/6 Thu, 24 Jan 2008 11:33:58 -0000 kegagalan belanja http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/33/kegagalan_belanja <A href="http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/RwHRLQoKCncAAB7JTR41"><IMG class=alignright src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RwHRLQoKCncAAB7JTR41/shopping.JPG?et=joIM4%2BbkPHMV0i3uIEEAcw" border=0></A>gue mengalami suatu kegagalan... kegagalan belanja.. hiks.. mungkin sangking kaga pernah lagi belanja, syaraf gue dibagian perbelanjaan udah rada konslet. Dan gue end up di kekecewaan, huks.. Padahal biasanya gue jago nih... nah, kalo urusan belanja, gue paling bisa deh milih barang yang bisa memuaskan gue dengan budget yang ada.... nah ini... huh.. sense gue udah pudar nih.. soalnya ketika gue belanja kemaren, pas nyampe rumah gue rada kecewa.. udah duit gue abis, kepuasannya gak maksimal... mungkin ini sindroma akibat bekerja terlalu keras, jadi ketika tiba waktunya berbelanja sensenya berkurang... huhuhuhu   http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/33/kegagalan_belanja Tue, 2 Oct 2007 05:04:06 -0000 sepertinya mengalami tekanan batin... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/32/sepertinya_mengalami_tekanan_batin... <IMG class=alignleft src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RuaKhAoKCncAAAGayt81/sampoan.JPG?et=3wzbcnx%2C%2Co7kANvBdOMIXA" border=0>coba bisa kalian sebut apa kondisi gue saat ini?? sepertinya gue sedang mengalami advertising page amount shock, alias shock jumlah halaman iklan yang menuju kearah kesetresan!! betapa tidak kawan2... tadi pagi, gue mandi dan keramas, mungkin gue bengong, karena gue tidak sadar kalo busa di kepala gue menjadi terlalu banyak, n setelah gue endus2 kok baunya beda ya ama bau sampo gue, dan kemudian lagi sodara2.. ketika gue tengok ke bawah.. jreng2... botolnya kok beda juga, dan kesimpulan akhirnya setelah gue liat botolnya, deng2... gue sampoan pake sabun!!! wakwaaaaaaaw..... fenomena apa ini!!!!   http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/32/sepertinya_mengalami_tekanan_batin... Tue, 11 Sep 2007 12:31:29 -0000 aku TerBelenGgu... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/31/aku_TerBelenGgu... HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAA................... HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA................ tolooooongggg, aku terbelenggu pekerjaannnnnn!!! hikss...... aku<A href="http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/RuZ7dQoKCncAABRlJGc1"><IMG class=alignright src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RuZ7dQoKCncAABRlJGc1/DSC00638.JPG?et=PnHyrLHK1tmNoPU3669uSg" border=0></A> terpenjara... terpenjara... huhuhu... semoga bayarannya setimpal, hiks..hiks... semoga bisa buat beli hape baru huhuhu, dudududu...<A href="http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/RuZ7lgoKCncAABByW681"><IMG class=alignright src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RuZ7lgoKCncAABByW681/DSC00639.JPG?et=ZCaodrpMvRg5mcBAC9m5dg" border=0></A> ini miki, yang menemukan kotak sebagai tempat tidurnya...hehehehe... ngga nyambung kan ama stori gue sebelumnya, hihi http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/31/aku_TerBelenGgu... Tue, 11 Sep 2007 11:28:54 -0000 Merosot........................... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/30/Merosot........................... mood gue lagi merosot, jauh dibawah titik nol!!! gue benci perasaan ini!! kepala gue sakit, emosi gue gampang kesulut, dan nafsu makan gue hilang (siapa butuh pil diet??)... sebenernya persoalan yang gue hadapi sama sekali ngga seberapa mengingat gue pernah hampir mati, lolos dari maut!! ketika malaikat maut menggapai dan berusaha mencengkram gue, Yang Kuasa ternyata belum mengizinkan, so here I am now... alive, breathing tapi "babak belur" kehantam situasi yang luar biasa peliknya... tapi sekali lagi, ini belum apa2... kalo gue pernah lolos dari maut apalagi yang lebih buruk dari itu? perbedaannya hanya fisik dan mental aja, dulu gue lolos dari maut yang mengancam fisik gue, tapi sekarang, gue dihajar secara mental, luar biasa!! but I believe, God never let me surrender... daddy's little girl never lose, right?? dan kalopun kalah, pasti bisa bangkit lagi kan?? kalo malaikat maut aja bisa dikecoh, yang lainnya pasti juga bisa kan?? http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/30/Merosot........................... Mon, 27 Aug 2007 06:00:47 -0000 not feeling really good... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/29/not_feeling_really_good... lately, just not feeling really good... because of this... because of that... just not... feeling really good... ...just almost ...when i feel just almost get close ...to there where the joy suppose to be ...i blowed by the wind...fell to the ground ...and here i am, not feeling really good http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/29/not_feeling_really_good... Tue, 21 Aug 2007 10:33:00 -0000 buat kamu http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/28/buat_kamu a song by syaharani bintang bintang tak bicara.. walaupun seribu nada.. kau nyanyikan malam ini kau tau, cinta bukan tabir kata tak perlu kau tunggu slamanya. kau impikan malam ini... tak perlu dekat jika hati bisa rasakan hadirnya tak perlu terungkap sebab hidup rahasia bagiku cukup tuk menikmati yang ada dan terjadi semua kan mengerti... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/28/buat_kamu Mon, 20 Aug 2007 05:39:08 -0000 berBonga-bonga..... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/27/berBonga-bonga..... <A href="http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/RsQfrAoKCncAAH64Q-E1"><IMG class=alignright src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RsQfrAoKCncAAH64Q-E1/bunga.JPG?et=5oWDR0EvwGYdHzQAWGcO4A" border=0></A>Hahahaha...happy... mungkin rasanya kayak kena gas ketawa, pingin ketawa n senyum2 ajah.. udah lama ngga ngerasain ini lagi, sejak terakhir kali hati gue hancur berkeping2... n feel so happy menyadari kalo ternyata hati gue masih bisa berkembang juga, hehehehe... seneng aja, feel bloom for another guy.. not for the guy had broken my life n heart, someone new.. walopun mungkin bermekaran untuk jangka waktu yang tidak lama, setidaknya hati gue masih bisa berbunga-bunga, dadadadadada..... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/27/berBonga-bonga..... Thu, 16 Aug 2007 10:12:51 -0000 Kadang... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/26/Kadang... <A href="http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/RsE9DQoKCncAAAWPrXs1"><IMG class=alignleft src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RsE9DQoKCncAAAWPrXs1/telentang.JPG?et=eyG1RUKsFqtDjyPo1SjHnw" border=0></A>dia merasa kalo dia adalah manusia... Beginilah kalo dia sedang tidur siang, ditengah hari bolong, dia kepanasan dan kelelahan, dia akan tertidur seperti ini.. TELENTANG... namanya adalah MIKI.. http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/26/Kadang... Tue, 14 Aug 2007 05:28:46 -0000 how come... how long... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/25/how_come..._how_long... There was a girl I used to know She was oh so beautiful But she's not here anymore She had a college degree Smart as anyone could be She had so much to live for But she fell in love With the wrong kinda man He abused her love and treated her so bad There was not enough education in her world That could save the life of this little girl How come, how long Its not right, its so wrong Do we let it just go on Turn our backs and carry on Wake up, for its too late Right now, we cant wait She wont have a second try Open up your hearts As well as your eyes She tried to give a cry for help She even blamed things on herself But no one came to her aid Nothing was wrong as far as we could tell Thats what wed like to tell ourselves But no, it wasnt that way So she fell in love With the wrong kinda man And she paid with her life For loving that man So we cannot ignore We must look for the signs And maybe next time We might save somebodys life I on occasion met that guy He stirred up bad feelings deep inside Something about him wasn't ... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/25/how_come..._how_long... Fri, 3 Aug 2007 09:51:35 -0000 malaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssssss.... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/24/malaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssssss.... <A href="http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/RrLiswoKCncAABol9l41"><IMG class=alignleft src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RrLiswoKCncAABol9l41/santai.JPG?et=xrHl78%2CzHltLSyKU%2BLSzgQ" border=0></A>gue kehilangan semangat dan gairah untuk bekerja... rasanya pingin bermalas2an terus... tapi apa daya... kalo ngga kerja siapa yang mau menyantuni hidup gue.. huhuhuhuhuhu... ohh.. andaikan aja gue seberuntung paris hilton yang rich and famous witho<A href="http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/RrLi4woKCncAACklQw41"><IMG class=alignright src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RrLi4woKCncAACklQw41/paris.JPG?et=1I5x2RDl0CFtIptScmnatw" border=0></A><A href="http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/RrLiswoKCncAABol9l41"></A>ut doing nothing... hmmm http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/24/malaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaassssssssssssssssss.... Fri, 3 Aug 2007 08:21:37 -0000 KECEWA.... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/23/KECEWA.... <A href="http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/RqawMwoKCncAAAZs34E1"><IMG class=alignleft src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RqawMwoKCncAAAZs34E1/sad.jpg?et=ubixXDzxKGRNbgv0b%2BW7vA" border=0></A>hati gue lagi teriris..tersayat kekecewaan yang mendalam.. betapa tidak, semua yang gue lakukan tidak dihargai sama sekali... and noone to help.. kalo bicara tentang keadilan, ngga akan mungkin ada keadilan, apalagi di tempat kerja, n everybody has two faces.. dimana mereka tersenyum di depan lo tapi menusuk dari belakang, itu hal biasa.. tidak ada teman, yang ada hanya seseorang yang menyebut dirinya teman tapi untuk mengambil keuntungan tertentu... that's how the business works.. ngga ada yang bisa di percaya, and i cant even trust my self, to overcome this... gue kecewa.. sakit hati dan terhina... and i will try to keep my dignity even they think i dont have one rasanya pingin mengadu, tapi sama siapa, i have no daddy now... gue emang ngga lebih dari seorang anak manja, yang kalo kalah selalu ingin sembunyi di balik punggung my daddy dan orang2 yang gue pikir lebih kuat dari gue.. gue nggak sampai hati untuk mengadu sama mommy, karena dia lebih rapuh dibanding gue..  dan s... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/23/KECEWA.... Wed, 25 Jul 2007 02:33:41 -0000 adu kuattt!!!! http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/22/adu_kuattt sekarang ini gue lagi adu kuat!! karena dia udah melancarkan berbagai jurus untuk menarik gue kembali ke pelukannya. thanx to my friends yang udah banyak kasih masukan buat gue untuk menjauhi dia, tapi sepertinya dia harus gue hadapin untuk gue kalahkan, karena kalo dijauhi, dia akan terus membayang-bayangin gue. dia selalu mengatasnamakan cinta, yang dia sadar banget masih gue miliki untuk dia. yah, dia mungkin merasa diatas angin dengan perasaan itu, but he never know that the love that i keep for him is something that i will use to destroy him. gue memang mencintainya, tapi cinta gue tidak buta. <IMG class=alignright src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RqQHsgoKCncAACdoSs41/kill.JPG?et=thAD6m3y7xjfyP%2Bv2mcrQQ" border=0> cinta gue memiliki mata, mata pisau yang sangat tajam, untuk membunuhnya, perlahan.... because i have learned from the best, i learned from him...   http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/22/adu_kuattt Mon, 23 Jul 2007 01:45:03 -0000 HEDON! http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/album/7/HEDON http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/album/7/HEDON Wed, 4 Jul 2007 06:16:49 -0000 pertahanan gue hampir jebol!!! http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/21/pertahanan_gue_hampir_jebol <A href="http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/Ros1GgoKCncAACkxK0A1"><IMG class=alignright src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/Ros1GgoKCncAACkxK0A1/hang.JPG?et=yr5PDTkKMNdulvuLJzQpEg" border=0></A>wakkkkkssss.... pertahanan gue hampir jebol nihhh.. apa yang terjadi???? here he comes againnn.. dengan sejuta rayuan mautnya yang unfortunately mampu (banget..) bikin dengkul gue selemes agar2... gimana dong???? http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/21/pertahanan_gue_hampir_jebol Wed, 4 Jul 2007 06:14:33 -0000 bridget jones's diary http://octaworld.multiply.com/reviews/item/5 gue lupa kalo punya buku ini... gara2 temen gue renov rumah, eh baru deh ketauan kalo buku gue masih ama dia, so gue baca ulang aja... hihihi.. Bridget emang lucu abis.. konyol n huahahahaha.. gubrak2 deh... kita2 banget!! (ihh kita??? gue kaleee) bikin resolusi, awalnya doang jalan, eh akhirnya berkhianat sama diri sendiri, hihihihi... No drink!! no smoke!! no eat junk foods!! eh.. jebol juga akhirnya, kekekeke. jangan nyerah sama Daniel, eh pas udah hadap2an luluh juga, hihihi menghibur banget duehhh.. must read http://octaworld.multiply.com/reviews/item/5 Thu, 28 Jun 2007 06:36:57 -0000 kuyupppp http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/20/kuyupppp pagi ini bener2 penuh perjuangan melawan badai buat nyampe ke kantor!1 secara ya bowww, <A href="http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/RoMVwQoKCncAAAj8qw41"><IMG class=alignright src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RoMVwQoKCncAAAj8qw41/ujan.JPG?et=mHNTDVeWK3q8EcxKlZ1nsA" border=0></A>ujan gede buanget!! jadilah gue nyampe kantor dalam keadaan buasaaaaahhhhh... mana ac di kantor masih mati lagi, huhuhuhu.. akhirnya tibalah gue berada di kantor dalam keadaan kutungan.. kepala pusing kena ujan dan dirundung kemalasan yang mendalam (ini mah emang bawaan, hihihi)... kalo ujan emang bawaannya enakan bergelung dibawah selimut di kasur yang hangat, apalagi klo ditemani sama sesuatu (atau seseorang <IMG src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/wink.png">) yang bisa menambah kehangatan, kekekekekekekek http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/20/kuyupppp Thu, 28 Jun 2007 02:02:14 -0000 terlalu... http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/19/terlalu... <A href="http://octaworld.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/RoCqTwoKCncAAEPxPB41"><IMG class=alignright src="http://images.octaworld.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/RoCqTwoKCncAAEPxPB41/love.JPG?et=TmDDT8%2CAf5XopXh2C%2BT1cA" border=0></A>[sigh...] gue mungkin masih terlalu cinta... terlalu.... terlalu... terlalu.. and there he goes.. he wins again against me... i try to hide it, but he finds out.. that i still love him so much.. should i surrender to him by this feeling? or should i deny it... why him?... he just too bad to be true.. but i just cant erase him from my head!!     http://octaworld.multiply.com/journal/item/19/terlalu... Tue, 26 Jun 2007 06:09:49 -0000 octa http://octaworld.multiply.com/music/item/15/octa http://octaworld.multiply.com/music/item/15/octa Wed, 20 Jun 2007 02:19:57 -0000